Ask me for the link if ya want to.

Just temporary ya.

or maybe not.

..Mostly I'm disappointed at myself. Part of it for being naive at heart, but that's just who i am. Feeling as if i don't deserve anything nor anyone.. it's saddening but it's pretty true. I don't want, I don't need pity. but just bug off if you don't understand me alright. Don't need all that crap now, not yet.
mmm being negative is my expertise, i know. :)
emo is annoying, don't you think so? means, i annoy myself.yeah, but can't possibly beat ky though.


Maybe i should try getting away, meeting new people and so on. Maybe Sri Inai wouldn't be that bad afterall? Ain't private schools much better? Well, we'll see. Daddys wish MIGHT come true afterall.


Anyway, believe it or not.

I drove.*grins*

Believe larh, i aint no liar. ;) It was fun, it was cool.
but, PLEASE DON'T TELL MY MUMMY. cause it was her precious little beloved baby car and she'll freak if she finds out.

I drove 2 arounds around the park at night, there weren't many cars so it was alright. Annie was screaming beside me,

' TURN THE WHEEEELLL!! '
' BRAKEE! BRAKE LAHH CAN?! '
' DON'T BANG THE CAR. '
' GOT LADY WALKIN!! '

yadayadayada. I was smiling like an idiot instead of screaming. I want to drive again, I'll bug those who are getting their licence next year.

*cough* just.. *cough* tin..

and .. ya know who lah.
I can't wait for mine too, no need waiting for people to 'deliver' me to wherever.

I hope I don't become an alcoholic anytime soon by the way. I went red as a tomato 2 days in a row during the weekend. White wines at the wedding dinner some Sexy In Pink drink at Bangsar. ahaha good drinks;)
ey, you drink more when you're emo, right?

Sooo much drama.


AHHHH!!

WHAT KIND OF WORLD DO WE LIVE IN?!
They gives us BIG headaches, blardy out of their mind.


yeeeeeeeeerh.
We're maidless.


Mine ran away with her boyfriend, let's hope she's six feet under right now.
Ky's, HAD SEX in the house then, ran away too.
Jenn's is suicidal, she wanted to commit suicide.O.O you must be crazy if you don't think she should go back.
Alex/Amy's not only did she ran away, but stole his mums jewelry and etc.

OI, WHO'S ONE'S NEXT !?
join the club.

Anyway,

My ipod got confiscated yesterday by a few form 5 pengawas while me and ky were bimbo-ing, shaking our heads to the music and chatting away  like nobodies business. :S Apparently, ada orang nak campur in the business, they're so cold blooded. -.-''

oh well, just doing their job lah right? but still..! have mercy. we were so dramatic.

But i got it back by the end of the day anyway, thanks to pengetua. ( SAYA BERSYUKUR .. X6 !! ) Do you guys notice? She loves that word =/
 
ya know what.. she's alright lah. Just frigging cheung hei and lil.. dumb at times cause i'm guessing shes just new thats all? that's one of the reasons why i got back my ipod.:D

oh i came back from tuition at night and soon discovered the whole area was looking like a freaking ghost town, it blacked out on me! geramnyaaaa.

I had my dinner in the dark with a candle beside me.-.- Oh oh and mum had to.. pass motion real badly too. guess what, she did it with a candle in the dark. just imagine...
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! XD


*
Today was rather frightening.

Last period and we were being the good students that we are, copying notes.
That bloody son of a bitch just came bashing in, slamming the tables, pointing his finger and cursing Amanda. His eyes, nose, mouth, FACE, all .... WOW.


Didn't know what on earth was he cursing though, i could only hear the first word..
" PUUKIIIMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! "
that was it.

*everynone's eyes wide open* lol. Somehow the cause of it was blamed on Shera, mostly lahh. I pity her.:(
He came finding her and amanda after school, shouting from the other block first and somehow marched his way over and giving the I'M-GONNA-KILL-YOU look. Amanda ran off instead, SO VERY THE BRAVE YO.


Lunch with Joey and Ruben tomorrow !! wheeeee, i can't wait.;)